Theophany Journal
An open account of one man's meandering journey.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Amusing Myself
You are dancing again.
Yes.
Have you missed it?
The dancing?
Yes.
Yes, but I have missed other things more.
Really? What?
I have missed the attentive look on your face as you treasure me.
Treasure you? That is a bit assumptive of you.
Perhaps, but I see it tonight in your eyes.
You annoy me sometimes with you self assurance.
I'm not so assured, so confident about most things. But, I know you.
Indeed you do.
Dance with me.
I already am.
Do you love me?
Always.
I'm glad.
So am I, eventhough it keeps me forever troubled.
Troubled?
Perhaps unsettled would be a better word.
If you were not unsettled by me, you would be worthless, you know.
Yes, and sometimes I get tired of the desire, the longing, the …
Amusement?
You make me smile.
I make you laugh.
And dance.
I dance for you.
Thank you.
You make me laugh.
I know. I know. Dance.
You are dancing again.
Yes.
Have you missed it?
The dancing?
Yes.
Yes, but I have missed other things more.
Really? What?
I have missed the attentive look on your face as you treasure me.
Treasure you? That is a bit assumptive of you.
Perhaps, but I see it tonight in your eyes.
You annoy me sometimes with you self assurance.
I'm not so assured, so confident about most things. But, I know you.
Indeed you do.
Dance with me.
I already am.
Do you love me?
Always.
I'm glad.
So am I, eventhough it keeps me forever troubled.
Troubled?
Perhaps unsettled would be a better word.
If you were not unsettled by me, you would be worthless, you know.
Yes, and sometimes I get tired of the desire, the longing, the …
Amusement?
You make me smile.
I make you laugh.
And dance.
I dance for you.
Thank you.
You make me laugh.
I know. I know. Dance.
Labels: adventures, feelings

